Leftovers

15 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

Tonight was leftovers night.  I was very excited.  Leftover macaroni and cheese, my favorite since childhood.  Not the blue-box type, but made with homemade sauce started with a butter and flour roux.  Add warmed milk and thicken slowly over medium-low heat.  Then add extra-sharp cheddar and stir until it melts in.  Pour over cooked macaroni and top with crushed saltine crackers.  Bake at 375°F for 25 minutes, until bubbly and golden on top.  mmmmMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I had some leftover green beans and leftover potatoes, and I cut those into bite-sized pieces and added them, with a sliced radish, to some leftover baby lettuce from last week’s CSA share.  Balsamic vinaigrette topped off my salad.

No leftovers for dessert.  Just a fresh strawberry or two, from this week’s CSA share.  There weren’t very many, but these are fresh, local, red-all-the-way-through, super sweet strawberries.

Win-Win-Win-Win

15 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

Have I mentioned I teach high school?  Oh yes, I have.  This is the time of year when numerous people ask “how much longer?”  I never count down days until June, but June is indeed very soon.  We always end mid-to-late June, about the third week.  Yes, I know colleges are out.  No, we do not end unusually late.  Our school year starts after Labor day and by law must include 180 student days.  My own high school graduation was in the last week of June, much later than graduation at the school I currently teach in.

Anyway, that’s not what this post is about.

My AP class took their exam on Monday afternoon.  That means we have time before the end of the year with no set curriculum.  We have done all the topics we were supposed to do.  So now what?

I always let my classes have some say in what happens post-exam.  I offer the opportunities to learn about special and general relativity, or quantum mechanics, or more advanced electronics.  I offer possible projects.  Kids make suggestions.  Last year one group made a trebuchet and the rest of the students added amplifiers to the construction-paper speakers we’d already built. We used LM-386 op-amps in the amplifier circuit, and enclosed the speakers in cardboard boxes, including an on/off switch, power-indicating LED, and an input jack for attaching a portable music player.

This year all 12 students agreed on making a Rube Goldberg machine.  We watched the Peter Fischli and David Weiss movie Der Lauf Der Dinge (The Way Things Go) earlier this year.  On Tuesday we looked at some videos on YouTube such as this one.  Then we took over a rarely-used classroom and started rearranging the tables and planning a path for energy transfers to take place, eventually to result in stapling two papers together.

Among the supplies I have provided are ping-pong balls, plastic slinkies, 6-volt lantern batteries, old CD-ROMs and DVD-ROMs, clothes hangers, wire, string, and a couple of boxes of pneumatic cylinders and connectors.  And a moderate reel of flexible clear plastic tubing.

I am thrilled to be watching my students explore, create, and build.  One student took over the pneumatic equipment, making intricate air-filled “circuits” that move pistons in complex ways.  Some are planning trains and dominoes.  Others have made a switch from an extending slinky and some aluminum foil, turning on a fan to blow a ball up a ramp and onto another electrical switch.  Pulleys have been hung and at least two bowling balls will be involved.  Yes, we are taking pictures, and there will be video.

My students are stretching their minds and learning, plus they are having a great time, I am having fun watching, and I don’t have to plan any more lessons for that class.  The less guidance I give, the better!  Well, except for the occasional “no, that is too dangerous” or “no, you may not damage the furniture or cabinetry.”

Win-win-win-win.

Gourmet

11 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

It is CSA (Community Supported Agriculture) season finally, and on Thursday we received our first 2008 share of organic vegetables from Lancaster Farm Fresh: baby salad greens, spinach, radishes, mushrooms, and asparagus. We are splitting the share with another family, and we gave up romaine (there was only one head in the share) but gained the full complement of asparagus in exchange. The large quantity of salad greens means we are eating salad with every dinner, because we will almost assuredly get more salad greens next week. Fruit shares start later this month…I’m hoping for strawberries! I’m also very much looking forward to a succession of peaches, watermelons, and finally apples at the end of the season. Last year we enjoyed new potatoes, an abundance of heirloom tomatoes, and more fresh corn than we could eat, and we are hoping for an equally abundant season this year!

Cooking with local food feels virtuous and tastes delicious. The shorter the distance the food travels from farm to table, the lower the carbon emissions from the transport and the fresher (and yummier) the food. So what are we cooking up with our bounty?

Friday night we had Jeanne Lemlin’s Fettucine with Asparagus in Lemon Cream Sauce (from her book Quick Vegetarian Pleasures) and a side salad. Tonight we are planning to make calzones with spinach and mushrooms, and a side salad.

But it is this morning’s breakfast that is referred to in the title. Recipe details follow.

Yesterday my wonderful husband made a batch of English muffins. I split one and toasted it. I spread both halves with herb butter, placed a layer of chopped French breakfast radishes on that, and added some kosher salt and freshly ground black pepper. Then I topped each half with a fried egg, cooked sunny-side up but placed upside-down on the muffin halves, with the yolk broken and running over the radishes. A little more salt and pepper, and I was ready to dig in.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm.

It was not pretty enough to take a photo, but I wish I could give you taste-o-vision over the internet. If I had a restaurant this would be on the brunch menu.

English muffins

1 pkg active dry yeast
1.5 cups lukewarm water
2 tbs sugar
4 cups flour
0.5 cup dry milk powder
1 egg, slightly beaten
3 tbs soft butter or margarine
1.5 tsp salt
white cornmeal

Dissolve yeast in half a cup of lukewarm water. In a large bowl, combine the remaining 1 cup water, sugar, 2 cups of flour, and milk powder. Add yeast mixture and beat well. Add egg, butter, salt, and 1 cup flour. Stir until the dough cleans the bowl. Spread the remaining flour on a board, turn out the dough onto it, and knead for 10 minutes. Return the dough to a greased bowl and let rise until doubled.

Turn out the dough on the floured board and pat out to almost the desired thickness. Sprinkile well with cornmeal and roll to 1/4 inch thickness. Cut carefully with sharp cutter. Put on sheets of waxed paper sprinkled with cornmeal. Cover with a damp cloth and let rise until doubled.

Bake on an ungreased griddle with temperature a little lower than that used for pancakes, 7 to 8 minutes for browning each side.

Herb butter (adapted from Guy Clark at Fork & Knife)

1/2 pkg cream cheese or neufchâtel cheese
1/2 stick butter
1 clove garlic, put through a garlic press
fresh chives, chopped
fresh parsley, chopped
(you may substitute whatever herbs you have available—these were what I have growing on the deck currently)
salt and freshly ground pepper to taste

Let cream cheese and butter come to room temperature. Add all remaining ingredients and combine with fork. Pack into a ramekin or custard cup and refrigerate until firm.

Evidence of Global Warming?

7 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

Eating dinner this evening, we heard buzzing in the kitchen. We joked, that must be one heck of a big bug. Maybe its a giant bee, my husband said. Then we got up and looked into the kitchen. It WAS a giant bee!

My brave husband caught it in a plastic box, so we could take it outdoors. On close inspection, it LOOKS like a cicada killer (which rarely sting humans, so we didn’t need to be afraid of it). But according to sources on the internet, cicada killers typically emerge in mid- to late July. So either it’s a really early cicada killer, or it is something else…

Any ideas, friends?

UPDATE: It is a European Hornet, a new female looking for a place to build her nest.  We hope she is doing that in a nice tree somewhere and not attached to our house.

I’m sure this has happened to you

5 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

UPDATE: This evening we got a very nice phone call from the head of tech support from the company discussed in this post. They found this blog entry and were embarrassed that one of their tech support people had sent out the letter quoted below. They do not, in fact, recommend that I reformat my hard drive, and they expect the problem to be solved very soon. I appreciate that Apple caught them by surprise with the Java update, and the timing was unfortunate that it happened several days before my last teleconference. It is good to see that companies are paying attention to “the interwebs” and responding. I have read that Comcast also searches blog posts for complaints.

The letter below is still, however, hilarious.

Last night I was supposed to have my last teleconference with my online graduate course. I tried to log in as usual a little before 8 PM. Nothing happened. After trying again and failing again, I called the professor, who suggested I call tech support. I spent most of the hour with tech support and was not able to fix the problem. The nice tech support guy said he would elevate my problem to “level two” and I would get an e-mail.

I got the e-mail today. Here it is:

We have marked your issue as solved. You can find all the details to your ticket here by following the link below.
If you feel your issue was not solved or incorrectly marked as solved, please reopen your ticket and include any details you feel are necessary.
Thank you for using Elluminate Live!

Hello [teawithbuzz],

Below is some information on the recent release of the J2SE6 Java version that MAC/Apple released last week. Unfortunately, since you have installed this update already, yes, there will be some complications with the use of Elluminate due to that update.

Because of Apple’s new Java version not allowing the user to revert back to the previous version (unlike a windows operating system and Java version), we have found that the only way to revert back to the previous version, is to reformat your MAC/apple and once that is done, to NOT install the J2SE6 Java version.

We understand your frustration, as reformatting computers is not always easy. We are currently working with Apple in creating a resolution for this issue. Please remember to perform a backup of any information you deem important, or that you require (email files, pictures, documents, contacts, etc..) before reformatting your computer.

Regards,

[name omitted]

Technical Services Specialist - Tier II
Elluminate, Inc.

Apple has just released a new version of Java: J2SE6 for Mac OS X 10.5.

The J2SE6 release is currently incompatible with Elluminate Live! We have notified Apple of the issue and are investigating potential work around options.

This update is not mandatory and we strongly recommend against installing it at this time. Unfortunately there is no easy way to un-install J2SE6 once installed.

I have edited this letter slightly from the original, but the part in bold was in bold in the letter they sent. My husband’s response was “That’s hilarious.” My problem is solved, as far as the Elluminate tech support people are concerned. I just have to completely reformat my computer.

[You should be laughing now. It really is hilarious. Of course I'm not doing it.]

I wish more Sundays were like this one

4 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

I really enjoy Sundays like today.  I caught the “early” commuter train to the city at 9:33 AM.  I put my headphones on and listened to the podcast of NPR’s On the Media, and graded some papers on the train.  Upon arriving, I bought a cup of tea and a scone from Au Bon Pain and found a quiet table where I could grade more papers.

When I finished my tea, I walked to church.  I haven’t been to church in months, and I’ve missed it!  Today’s sermon was taken from the words of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.  Our guest speaker, Reverend Chester McCall, spoke at times as himself and at times as King, applying King’s words to our modern times.  We were encouraged to call out “amen!” and “preach it!” which some of us were better at than others of us.  I am not much of a noisemaker at church, myself.

When it comes to King’s words, I always get choked up by that bit about

“He’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over. And I’ve seen the promised land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people, will get to the promised land.”

That quote is from a speech he gave the day before he was assassinated, so you may have heard it recently as the 20th anniversary of that tragic day was last month.

I was also very glad to see good friends at church, and to give my opinions on our church financial situation to the president of the congregation.  I used to be on the finance committee, and I definitely have opinions about how we should be managing our budget!  Happily, several other members share my opinions and also spoke up, so I have some hope that together, we may have some influence on the final decision that is made by the board and the minister.

The weather today is very lovely: partly sunny and pleasantly warm.  I enjoyed my walk back to the train station and spent my return ride staring out the window listening to a Selected Shorts podcast instead of grading more papers.  Oh well, I have time this afternoon, along with finishing the laundry, studying for my final exam for my NCSU physics course, and planning the next week of lessons.  Yes! I WILL get it done!

I love to read - part 1

3 May 2008 by teawithbuzz

Since I was tiny, I have consumed books like I breathe oxygen.  My parents started me on this path early, encouraging me to sound out words in books as soon as I showed an interest in being able to read for myself the books we brought home from the library.  My parents enrolled me in a book club, and I received books in the mail for years.  Some stories are still stuck in my mind: The Giant Jam Sandwich, in which a town solves their wasp problem in an inventive way; Stand Back, Said the Elephant, I’m Going to Sneeze, which is mostly about what happened the last time the elephant sneezed, and I loved the original stories from A. A. Milne about Winnie-the-Pooh and Christopher Robin.

I can remember in middle school reading six or seven books a week, in addition to whatever was required in English class.  However, most novels assigned in English class were not to my tastes.  The big exception was Harper Lee’s To Kill a Mockingbird, which I read nearly all the way through on the first night.  When the quiz question the next day was “What happened in chapter six?” I was stumped.  Since the teacher had assigned up to chapter six, she assumed we would all read only that far.  But I couldn’t put it down.

I took AP English Literature when I was a senior in high school.  I barely remember the books we read.  The two novels I remember are The Great Gatsby, and The Stranger.  Plus I remember writing one of the examination essays about Kafka’s The Metamorphosis, so we must have read that as well.  Why aren’t most of the books I studied in school the ones I love?  Why don’t I love all these examples of “great literature?”  I have always wondered.

What do I love about books?

I love plot.  I get drawn in by characters I can empathize with.  I like language that is clear, modern, and straightforward.  I like characters to make choices I find sensible—what would I do in the same situation? I also like a certain sense of humor.

Example:

I have never enjoyed reading Jane Austen.  I admit it has been a few years since I tried, but I have never successfully read an entire Jane Austen novel.  Compare to C.J. Cherryh.  While I cannot claim to love ALL of Cherryh’s work (her Russian folk-fantasy books were not my cup of tea, for example), there are many novels of hers I have re-read multiple times.  Why the difference?  Especially when a number of my friends appreciate Jane Austen very much?

Austen’s main characters are women.  The novels take place in country homes, the language is decidedly not modern, and the plots center around romance and the petty intrigues that romance can involve.  It’s like high school.  People snub each other, pass notes, try to attract attention from the right person, wind up with the wrong person who turn out to be the right person…I don’t mind watching the movies, but I won’t spend the time it takes to work through the books.

Many of Cherryh’s main characters are men.  The novels take place in the far future, once it is possible to travel between star systems in a matter of months as opposed to years. (OK, not something that can ever happen, but a useful plot device.) Cherryh used to teach high school Latin, but her language is very modern. While the plots can be traditional such as “coming of age” or “outcast learns to fit in,” she also explores the idea of “first contact” —what happens when one group of people encounters another group for the first time.

Maybe you have seen a movie about humanity’s “first contact” with an alien culture, such as Close Encounters of the Third Kind, or ET: The Extra Terrestrial.  Cherryh’s books are so much better!  The advantage that Cherryh has as a novelist is that she can go much further than any movie.  Also, she can use words to create a vision in the reader’s mind of what the “aliens” look like, without the clumsiness of movie special effects.  While movie special effects are getting better and better, they still can’t compare to the pictures inside my head.

Take Cherryh’s Chanur series of novels: a human captured by one set of “aliens” escapes and stumbles onto the ship of a different species of “alien.”  Cherryh excels at portraying alien cultures through their interactions among themselves, their foods, their rules for government, their family structures, and their negotiations.  There is never a lesson, or an aside for explaining who these people are.  Background gets filled in gradually as different situations arise in the plot.  One of the great things about these books is that the one human character isn’t even the protagonist.  The human is in the position of the unknown outsider, and the narrative never takes his point of view.  This is a refreshing and different way of presenting the situation.

Another Cherryh novel I love is Cyteen.  This is a complex story originally published as a trilogy, in which a powerful and ferociously intelligent woman is cloned after her death and her clone is raised to be as much like the original woman as possible.  While the overall plot is ultimately political, so much goes on in this novel that it is difficult to describe.  In addition to the clone main character, there is a second main character: a man who was emotionally scarred by the original woman and who watches the clone grow up and be manipulated by her uncle.  A psychological theme runs throughout, as does a moral theme: that of the clones.  The powerful woman was the head of a company that makes cloned workers (among other things) and trains them through subliminal tapes listened to under the influence of drugs.  Brave New World and soma?  To some extent.  But while I was not interested in reading Brave New World (though I did read the whole novel), I loved reading Cyteen which is about three times as long!  I never empathized with the characters in Brave New World, but I felt Justin’s pain and Ari’s frustrations along with them in Cherryh’s amazing novel.  Why is it different?  Maybe Huxley was just too blunt with his Ford and Freud.  Maybe he went too far in making his dystopia.  Cherryh’s future (and far-away) world is much more ambiguous, with more shades of gray.  Huxley’s London wasn’t a place I wanted to explore.  Cherryh’s ReseuneLabs (where much of Cyteen takes place) is vivid and interesting.

I also recommend Cherryh’s other stories that take place, like Cyteen, in her vividly-imagined Alliance-Union universe.  These include Finity’s End, Tripoint, Heavy Time, and Downbelow Station.  Her Foreigner series is also excellent, and has stretched to three trilogies by now, with Cherryh working on yet another book in what will be the fourth trilogy.

I plan to tell you more about other books and I like, but it may be a while before I do.  I hope you take a chance on Cherryh sometime, if you haven’t read her books before.  Maybe you’ll find that Cherryh is your Jane Austen, and you can’t finish the book.  But maybe you will like her stuff!

Worry

28 April 2008 by teawithbuzz

I’ve mentioned a couple times already that I am a worrier.  I worry that I have forgotten something for school.  I worry that if I don’t drink my tea early enough in the morning I will have a migraine headache.  I worry that I will get lost on my way somewhere, or my car will break down, or I will be late.  I worry that I have a brain tumor.  I worry that a lesson I have planned (or worse, not planned) will go terribly wrong and students will be sitting around NOT LEARNING ANYTHING.

I know that most of these worries are illogical, non-rational, and that they can be debilitating.  I know, rationally, that I really DON’T need to worry about these things

I HAVE forgotten my school keys more than once!  I can borrow what I need from other teachers.  On Sunday I slept in until 9 AM and I didn’t get a migraine.  The current car has never shown any signs of breaking down (it is only 2 years old) , and I have a cell phone now.  The last time I had a car breakdown I didn’t own a cell phone.  Being late is NOT the end of the world.  I show absolutely no signs of having a brain tumor, but I heard an NPR story once by a guy who DID have a brain tumor and it started out as a lot of migraine headaches.  I plan well, and when things go wrong I can talk to students for many many minutes about all sorts of topics, plus there is a whole cupboard full of videos at school just in case.

Along with the over-worrying, I experience anxiety every September through June.  Starting with the night before the first day of school, when I have a lot of trouble sleeping, I go through the school year on edge.  I feel jittery, nervous, and tense.  The muscles of my upper back become knotted and sore.  I don’t go out with my friends because I worry that I won’t have enough time to get my schoolwork done, and then I fritter away the time I should be doing schoolwork because my anxiety paralyzes me into inaction.  Sundays are the worst, since it is on Sunday that I take stock of all the things I ought to do for school before Monday, and it is usually a lot of stuff.  This has been going on for years.

A month ago, my doctor diagnosed me with Generalized Anxiety Disorder.  I’ve known for a while that I had it, but one reason I had never been diagnosed is because you have to have it for 6 months in order to be diagnosed.  By the time I have been anxious for six months, the school year is more than half over, and I feel like I am too busy with school to go to the doctor.  But this year, I DID go to the doctor, and I am very glad.

I am in therapy with a very nice lady who has been very helpful, and my doctor prescribed an antidepressant that is also for anxiety.  A week and a half ago I was feeling terribly stressed and anxious, and this week I feel so much better!  Despite all the lab reports I collected last week, I had no problem going out on Saturday to help friends clean out a house that is being sold.  I didn’t worry that I would get lost or be late, and I didn’t worry that I ought to be home doing schoolwork.  The difference in how I feel is partially due to having gotten through the end of the school marking period and the end of the college semester for my online course simultaneously–having grades due plus taking an exam and having five homeworks due at once was too much all at once!  But I think there is also a difference from the antidepressant and the therapy.

Unfortunately, not worrying about it is still not the same as getting the schoolwork DONE.  So I still have a lot of labs to grade, which I will be working on for the next couple of days.  I am still very good at procrastinating, and I don’t think there is a pill for that.  I will be experimenting with Joanna’s method of telling myself I have to do X for a certain amount of time Y, then doing it.  Then I can switch and do something else for some amount of time Z.  And the labs will be graded by Wednesday, so I can give a quiz on Thursday!

I’m still here!

26 April 2008 by teawithbuzz

Grades were due, I had 5 homeworks and a test to do in my online physics course, I was under pressure to complete the OTHER online course I was required to take, I was behind in grading after the physics teachers’ conference, and I really felt snowed under for a couple of weeks, there. But I’m still here, I have taken care of a lot of the stuff that needed doing, and I will be writing more soon, I promise!

A quick note, though: I am really happy to have my car back! About 4 weeks ago, a teenager out shopping for a prom dress with her friend smashed into the side of our car while my husband was out getting groceries. Nobody was hurt, and the car the teenager was driving was barely dented, but we had to get both passenger-side doors and the rear passenger-side quarter panel replaced. And I’ve been driving a rental car to work for 4 weeks. It’s the same kind of car as ours: a Toyota Prius, but without some of the features we have like a backup camera and a place to plug our mp3 players into the stereo. Anyway, HOORAY! MY CAR IS MINE AGAIN! (well, ours, but I’m the one who drives it all the time.) I picked it up yesterday from the body shop, in exchange for a large check from the insurance company. *grin*

Aha!

12 April 2008 by teawithbuzz

I FOUND MY CALENDAR!

Where was it? Well, first let me tell you that the last place I remembered using it was at a meeting at a local university, where I was helping to plan our local physics teachers’ spring conference. I was sure I had not left it at the meeting, since my colleague would have sent me an e-mail telling me he had it. I did not leave it in my bag. It had not fallen out in the car. It was not on the floor of my office. It was not under some pile of “important stuff.”

This morning, as I prepared to attend day two of the local physics teachers’ spring conference that I had helped plan, I pulled my 3-ring binder out of the bookcase. The binder I took to the planning meeting. The binder in which I keep notes relating to the organization.

My calendar was in the binder.

It was safely tucked (invisibly) into the bookcase all this time. My fellow messy-desk people out there will understand when I say, this is why I shouldn’t clean up! If I had behaved in my usual manner and just pulled all my stuff out of my bag and piled it on the desk (or table, or floor…), presumably I would have found my calendar much sooner. But instead, I was trying to be tidy, and put the binder away as soon as I had gotten home. I am very glad I found my calendar! I feel better about myself because I was sure I had carelessly managed to dump it in a trash or recycling container. I am not so careless after all! Just forgetful!

So, the physics teachers’ conference? We had a good meeting, including a talk by Gino Segrè of the University if Pennsylvania, author of Faust in Copenhagen: A Struggle for the Soul of Physics, and a talk by Robert Beck Clark of Brigham Young University. Our own members provided some excellent contributed papers as well, and a selection of afternoon workshops. There was also lots of good conversation and networking, and stories!  I came home afterward after 4 and slept until dinnertime, and I have been pretty useless since dinner. I feel very drained. It must be bedtime (again)!